Never known I am so weak...so tiny...so hope...less. I am wondering how I even pass the 1st audition. I found I really need someone by my side in order to do well. I so sorry to my dad. He waited for me outside for 4 hours and did not get to see me due to time constraint. Then when I went into the auditorium(thinking dad will be sitting there). Went in and saw only the five judges the cameraman. Upon seeing Li Fei Hui, I started stammering. In my mind I was thinking I will surely fail one because his expectation is very high and then I was out after singing a few lines (so nervous). Why doesn't I have the confident like the 1st audition? Why does I yi lai on others so much?

Out of the freaky room I saw my father and cousin. They waited there so long and I have to bring them this kind of news. Although all day I am very gloomy but I felt better now. Anyway you know what I was told? I get to find a teacher of my choice. I thought I will never find a teacher. Perhaps the whole competition had prove worth it.